Life has been crazy, starting over as been harder than I thought it would be, and so has moving on. I have done many things I thought I never would though, I have spent time with my soon to be ex husband and the girlfriend along with our kids. I have had two different roommates. Finding the right one or deciding to move won't be easy.
I have brain stormed a new blog hoping to be able to monetize it, but I have some studying to do. I would like to find a way to work from home. This summer school being out will be a challenge, my ex's girlfriend has had cancer for a few years now, and she has admitted she isn't always up for the challenge of the kids. My ex and I cannot afford day care. My job is only part time. I have asked him to review his finances and consider making child support payments and if I can get one of my ideas going I can work from home. Make jewelry, sell stuff on Craigslist etc. I am studying lots of other bloggers to see how they do it. I am not going to give up! Something will work out.
Anyway life lately honestly has involved re arranging and purging and it's bad....see photos below...lol
So pretty much every room in the house has looked like this one. This one is my daughters new room. Lol I got work to do...pass me the paint and glue.....lol (does anyone know what movie that line is from?)
My kids switched rooms, I got a new bed, wedding photos have been moved to kids rooms and closets and hung up for them to always have. I am working to discover who I am now....I don't like working for someone else, though, I love the company I work for. I am ordering new curtains and making the place something other than what my husband and I used to share. Surprisingly that has been hard. I have struggled immensely with depression, anxiety, kids attitudes, and my ex's attitude when his girlfriend temporarily left him.
Anyhow, I hope to begin blogging again regularly soon. Thank you for hanging in there with me. I hope to be able to give up my part time job by summer. I will hopefully be posting how I reach those goals soon.