UGH I have no pictures for this post...just a continued rude awakening for myself. so I weighed myself this morning on my Wii Fit and what an ugly number I have gained 7.5 pds since the last time I weighed myself putting me at a hefty 268. I had no idea I was not progessing in losing weight. a wow moment for me.
so I am starting over, I had a friend drop off a bottle of Skinny Fiber to me yesterday. I don't know much about it, but it is safe to take with my current meds, so I may give it a shot. She assures me it is all natural etc etc . She got it as a free bottle with a purchase she made. And while I don't excpect this pill to be a real answer, I thought I would try it while I continue to read my bible studies and work on changing how I look at food. What if it works as a jump start and keeps me motivated.....idk we will see.
so I have to be realistic and be honest and say that I really need to just drink water and stay away from beverages with calories, so it is time to be creative and find fruity ways to flavor water. other than that I have to study study study because I have got to make some changes. if I gain 10 more pds I will have gained back all the weight I lost almost 3 years ago after my daughter was born. ugh I am so unhappy with myself. I struggle making changes when there is no one to walk through it with me, but I have to put on my big girl panties, get over myself and get to overhaulin my heart. pray for me Please pray very hard this is a huge battle for me. Oh and I go today for my second opinion about a medical issue today that may have a strong possibility of carrying surgery with it. the Lords will be done at this point. I want to surrender.